Today was a day of realizing just how much of a horrible derp I am.
1) Was asked to provide a spiritual thought for tonight’s ward FHE, thought I could take a quick nap and ended up sleeping through the whole thing
2)amid all the Father’s Day hallaballoo and worrying about finals, I completely forgot about my friend’s mission farewell yesterday. That would have been my last chance to see her before I graduated and I completely blew it. I didn’t even talk to her about coming because it just seemed so obvious that I would
You don’t have to be what other people want you to be. You don’t have to be interesting or agreeable or entertaining. You don’t have to tone yourself down, quiet your voice, or hide your feelings. You don’t have to be outgoing or spontaneous or sociable. You don’t have to be thin or beautiful or anyone’s definition of attractive. You don’t have to be anyone other than who you authentically are, and you sure as hell don’t have to spend your time and energy trying to convince people that you’re worth keeping around. The right people are going to recognize your worth. They are going to respect you, appreciate you, and accept you, without forcing you to compromise who you are. Life is too short, and your happiness is far too important, to make room for anyone who treats you otherwise.
I just made a post about feeling anxious about real-life friends knowing I feel anxious so I deleted it because I felt too anxious about them knowing I feel anxious. 8)
Grey: 2 facts about my favorite things
My two favorite things are probably my laptop and Burt’s Bees Chapstick, sooooo.
1) I run on a macbook pro
2)I literally cannot leave the house without chapstick, I’m hopelessly addicted
Red: 5 facts about my best friend
I’m not really sure I have a best friend, so I’ll just use my sister.
1)people mistake us for twins despite her being 6 years younger than me
2)We both sing and play instruments
3)We both paint and draw
4)She is obsessed with weddings whereas I could get married in a dumpster for all I care
5)She loves health food and I love chocolate :)
The hard part of my final is over, I just need to study for my actual exam on Wednesday. I’m pretty sure both papers I turned in today were A- quality papers, which at this point I wouldn’t mind at all, considering how run down and unmotivated I’ve been this semester. Honestly from the feedback I got from my classmates, I wasn’t the only one who felt unmotivated to try in this class. Most people didn’t even bother formatting their papers in APA, and a few didn’t even have anything to turn in. :/
I can take a nap in 4 hours
Why isn’t this caffeine working